How i spent my last raya...

Gig at lost world of Tambun, Ipoh

Sometimes i feel lonely even when there's people around even when there's something going on. Seometimes i feel like I'm a loser, sometimes when im occupied well most of the times ill be occupied ill still feel lonely, there's something missing in my life.

Just had my finals and ive got CGPS of 3.75 which is the highest and im kinda proud cause its my first exam hehe. so its the sem bfreak now will be free for two months till next year and ive been busy with gigs and performance plus im still looking for a partime job during the day and at night ill be rocking with the band (:

YEAHHHHH ITS ALREADY COMING CLOSE TO NOVENBER I'LL BE STARTIN THUS MONTH SO STAY TUNED FOR AWESOMELY GREAT UPDATES (:

Will be taking a few weeks break from blogging due to.....the lack of broadband connectivity (LOL!)
so chillaxxx and ill be backkkkkkkk (:
and plus, ive been busy with college stuff as in..hanging out LOL!

Wazzzzzaahhhhhhh its been a long time since ive been blogging,
college is total fun fun fun, new people, new environment ahhhh everything just fall into place.
i dont have to worry about food or sleep my class rocks everything rocks havent really got the time to really sit and blog about things. ill find a proper time to crap maybe.....after raya?? (:
so stay tune and kick ass. x to the o to the x to the o.

A post dedicated to a special being aka gay in the galaxy..... NG JEAN YENN

wishing you a very blessed sweet 16th birthday.

Years knowing you have been an awesome ride talking and crapping lame jokes and being bullied by your meanness has been a tradition, plus having an awesomely sporting mom who I can say "HI" too adds more fun in life (HELLOOOO AUNTYY)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YO!

shuffle shuffleeee

Reuben miss being a kid XD

woopss

Sarah && Yen

aku anak Malaysia

MERDEKAHHH MERDEKAAAHHHH!!!! wishing Malaysia a very happy 52nd birthday I love youuuu Malaysiaaasss.

Went to catch up with some legal street racers checked out some cars and bikes OMG its like FnF Ipoh version :P
the car sound system and a few of my friend's car its like the bomb i didnt know they've got such cars hiden in their garage, drifted around the track and we went on a convoy to dataran and Ipod i mean Ipoh Padang. After that its party time at RUMS it was a FOAM party and everyone got so wet and foamy I had the fun of my life, everyone was there its like a small reunion thingy and goshhh I can say everyone was WEEETTTT and rubbin each other with foam. Rums was packed and J1 is bacckkk for the night i mean DJ J1 we talked for a while and he's at Poppy now ): thank gawd i'll be in KL now *smiles widely* music was awesomely awesome as usla when J1 spins the table in the end we got back home at 5am and i got 2 hours of sleep. After 2 hours i got up and went to work the last day of work and as usual the tradition of being a lifeguard you'll be tied up on the spinal board and soaked into the hot spring and i got my fringe cut so now its kinda retarded thanks to Mr.Rizal 103 a.k.a the supervisor and the others who often times pushed me into the pool cause they cant stand seeing my hair spiking up high :p

Makan timeeeee XD

The tour

DJ sabrina on the turntable

BLOG BLOG BLOGG its time to BLOG

alright alright starting from the opening of the DJ School located in...I dont know where exactly is that place but its upstairs of Barroom. Its the VIP party which includes fooood, music and close friends of Donald (tauke) Together Jo, Ter and i checked out the place and got warm welcome from the staff and I had the most sushi of my life been eating like some pig havent got sushi in life before and for dessert, JELLY! omg i think i took half of the plate served on the table so yeahhh :p

We hitted Barbezah next for pizza and as usual i love tabassscoo and my lips and tongue went numb for a while after putting a trillion drops of it to my pizza, kinda forgot what we pizza we had but it was goooooood the best one in da house (:

Will be updating reaaaall REAAALLLLL sooonnnn (:

AHHHH my blog!!! I love youu XD

okay that was preety random, anyways I havent been really really blogging suddenly i've got this inspiration to blog well not really but just for the sake of posting LOL!

Heard on Hitz.fm today well 2 days back i think, some top msian blogger was on the radio I'm like...i wana get interviewed on air too!! I wanna be Audrey something something :p



3 more weeks and im off facing the world of books again, urghh, studyyyy =/

Feeling all the feeling in the world right now, anxious, excited, hapy, sad, emo, crazeee...*list goes on* trying to spend time with my friends before i leave and trying to work my butt off to get some $$ to live on before i leave.

okay im gonna leave my blog hanging...*runs out to get....leters from the mailbox*

THE HAPPENINGS!!!

iPOH BRINGS YOU....

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Welcome to the MOST HAPPENING EVENT OF THE YEAR !

DATE: 28.08.2009, Friday
TIME: 7 PM
VENUE: Syuen Hotel, Level 10 ,La View Ballroom

DRESS CODE: Formal;DECENT


PRICE LIST
Early Bird RM40.00 USD $12
After31.07.2009 RM50.00 USD $14Door ticket RM100.00 USD $28

TICKETS PLEASE CONTACT THE HOTLINE NUMBER
016-518 4526 oOR 012-523 7100 oOR 016-543 1377

FORMAL DRESS CODE:
*Strictly no flip -flops ,mini skirt,shorts
*FORMAL :Dress,Collar Blouse @Tee, Long Pants n etc.
*ENTRY DENIED for INFORMAL DRESS CODE

What -to -expect
*Hollywood inspired
*Red Carpet Pose-for-Photo Capture-Moment
*Paparazzi @ flash lights
*5 star service
*International Photographer
*International LIVE BAND
*Award -winning cuisine
*World class music
*Breath taking performance

COME COME COME COME COMEEEEEE!!!!!!!!
YOU DONT WANNA MISS THIS CHANCE OF A GREAT NIGHT WHICH YOU'LL NEVER GONNA EXPERIENCE AGAIN.

A Public Apology

I would like to apologise for what Ive doing knowing and unknowingly along this past few years,

I know ive not been a good brother,son, father (oops), friend, worker *bla bla bla list goes on*...
I know ive done a trillion mistakes but what I did, I wish I could take it back and I'm sorry.
To those who hates me, ahhh you can continue stabbing youself with hatred cause I dont feel anything but what I feel is Im sorry that you got to hate me (:
again, to everyone, really wanna make peace with chu all and yeah, hope we can start a new.
Ampun Maaf and forgiveness is all I seek from you all (:

AHHH!! YOU CANNOT EAT IN PEACE IS IT??

WHY MUST YOU HAVE TO MUNCH TO LOUD, I HATE THAT ANNOYING SOUND.

Wanna eat, shut up and eat.

and what the #$%^&* so many comments,
I am who I am, I act whatever I like, You dont like its your problem,you hate me you're stabbing yourself, so continue to hate meso that you'll kill yourself cause I dont feel any of your pain and please ask your mom why are you born retarded and stoopid ,I be who I wanna be. I be Me You shut up.

Its sadd....this is saddd....one moment you can be the happiest man in the galazy and the next second...everything turns around. How awesome life is right now...WOOOOWW!!

Just being
*pist off...
*emotionally down
*$%^&*()
*%^&*()_

Its just so hard okay!!!
arghh!! im flat on the ground and there's nobody to hold my hands and pull me up and say *You can do it, finish this* where are you when i'm really in need, where are youuu??
I'm all alone, arghh. where is everyoneeee?? oh just ...LET IT BE.

When I find myself in times of trouble, mother Mary comes to me, speaking words of wisdom, let it be. And in my hour of darkness she is standing right in front of me, speaking words of wisdom, let it be. Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be. Whisper words of wisdom, let it be. And when the broken hearted people living in the world agree, there will be an answer, let it be. For though they may be parted there is still a chance that they will see, there will be an answer. let it be. Let it be, let it be, ..... And when the night is cloudy, there is still a light, that shines on me, shine until tomorrow, let it be. I wake up to the sound of music, mother Mary comes to me, speaking words of wisdom, let it be. Let it be, let it be, .....

SOMEBODY can be a pain in the butt at home,

who eats so slowly, who watch tooo much tv

bathe so LOUD till I accidentely wake up early GAHHH and its hard for me to go back to sleep and then wake up for work =/

oh well, at least she bought mangoes and i kinda ate em all . SORRY laaa i just love mangoes HAHA!

*p/s, Im happy because I spoke to her after so long, kept me awake till now I cant even sleep :p (Your fault yoo!) pssst, HANNAH montana (;

R.I.P

Yasmin Ahmad (July 1, 1958 - July 25, 2009) was a critically-acclaimed multi-award winning film director, writer and scriptwriter from Malaysia and was also the executive creative director at Leo Burnett Kuala Lumpur. Her television commercials and films are well-known in Malaysia for their humour, heart and love that crosses cross-cultural barriers, in particular her ads for Petronas, the national oil and gas company. Her works have won multiple awards both within Malaysia and internationally.

OH SOOOOO......

yes yes yessss i know i havent been blogging for quite a while now, SORRRRYYYYY.

havent been inspired by anything lately except being a bum and getting more and more fats and being a pain in the ass to most of the people around :p (SORRYYY)

Good news,

I got a scholarship to go to err errr SEGi, Damansara to take MassComm

*AMEN AMEN!! Thank you Lord*

Will be starting on the 8th of Sept (:

gahhhss....talk bout nothing to blog about,

my mind's empty all i can think about is my financial status =/

im broke...BROOOKKEEEE.

and talk about the most annoying person in da house, my g-mom.

KURANG ASAMM punya orang.

*p/s, ...... oh nothing LOL.

ANOTHER BREAKING NEWS FROM.... DNN (deva's news....news...)

it is found that this person... DORA a.k.a CHUAH LI MEI is a gigolo i repeat is a GIGOLOOOOO.

if seen this person around please stay away at least 3456789034567 KILOMETERS away.

All the authorities around the world is trying to find a bomb to bomb her but only Ben 10 can save the world now, we are calling help from Ben 10 as he is our one and only macho sexy hawt saviour.

WANTED!!!!! 23456789345678 Billion bucks reward.

Hello GoodbYe.
Saturday, Limei aka Dora the explorer (she loves Dora :p) is leaving off the Aussie well initially on that day itself i was supposed to go out with Lilly aka Dumba$$ but since Dora's leaving on the next day so we decided to hang out b3fore she leave (:
we took sticker pikatures and walk around while laughing our butt off talking all the nonsense in the world as usual Lilly was the crappiest but Dora...she's the queen above all crappy queen.
will be missing Dora till she;s back. BYEBYE DORAAAA.
and Lilly, u're stuck with me MUAHAHA, ahem :p

*ps, im deva aka ben 10 LOL!

Dora && Ben

Lilian the Dumbass && Limei Dora the explorer

In DOra the Xplorer's land and Lilian's trying to be....a tortoise i think LOL!

I SMILEEEDDD XD

Urgghhh,

Feeling hungry all the time and my tummy...sighh i think i need a portable one so that when i feel hugry ill Just take off my tummy and let it suffer till it sleeps and then ill put it back again. LOL! what a crappy introduction, anyways, I have been busy with work, recordings, whatever organising commitee meetings for our upcoming mini gigs and acoustic session by the roadside i mean at the studio.

My brother has been, becoming like me well into all this skinny jeans and tight shirt and into all this emo punk music ahh just scare dad will do the same to him like what he did to me. advise bro adviseee (: *if u're reading this, dont be so poyo okay :p*

My long lost friends are back *yahoo!* been chiling and hanging out with them just like old times but yeahhh people somehow change and acting all wierdish maybe im still living in the kampOng lol.

My best friend gave me the best advice
He said each day's a gift and not a given right
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by
That first step you take is the longest stride

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had, if today was your last day?
What if, what if, if today was your last day?

Against the grain should be a way of life
What's worth the price is always worth the fight
Every second counts 'cause there's no second try
So live like you're never living twice
Don't take the free ride in your own life

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?

And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love if today was your last day?

If today was your last day
Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart?
You know it's never too late to shoot for the stars
Regardless of who you are

So do whatever it takes
'Cause you can't rewind a moment in this life
Let nothing stand in your way
'Cause the hands of time are never on your side

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?

And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love if today was your last day?

I miss.....

MICHAEL JACKSON!!!!!!!!!

):

Youth Rockaholic SUnday *XD

@ Preeta's Crib...

okayyy pictures update time...a lil bit of here and there,
starting from Liyuen's birthday (:

Liyuen (:

the durian durian after the band duran duran (: *eyes wide opeeeeennnnnn*

A post dedicated to a very dear friend of mine....

PREETAAAA GANAPATHY,

wishing you a very blessed birthday!!! Enjoyed your superly awesome cooking yesterday and the drinkin the fun the dancing and the laughter. Thank you for everything lending your ears for me to spill my dirty lil horny secrets out =p=p

HAPPPIEE BIRTHDAAAAEEE!!!! (: *hugss**

Lots of love,

Devaaaa <3

whhoooppsss, i almost forgot to upload this picture (:
saw this sweet lil brat, i mean cutie at the prom so ive decided to take a picture with her . HEEHEE

A post dedicated to..... SOON LI YUEN!!

A very blessed birthday i wish to you and more bigger greater awesome things to come for you (:
thank you for the awesome party we had just now, throwing durian cakes to everyone HAHA
and we made a new band rockstar named called, the DURIAN DURIAN after the band duran duran (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

absolutely looking forward to watch this one (:

Sue,Deva,Vilmin,Yen

Movie time...
well, as i forgotten so mention, I watched Terminator Salvation in the Philipines on the day it first came out. Its an awesome my awesome movie which I got to watch it twice =p
and on the 1st day of Transformers came out ticket were sold out in Ipoh so it was a bummer i got to sit at home and be a bump which i watched "Be cool" on 8tv, it was a funny butt show LOL. which i think im gonna download it later. ill try to get tickets for transformers tmr (saturday) which is barely impossible to get cause its the weekends and everyone's so eager to watch it (:

A lil update on the "Prom D' something something" (ive forgotten what was it called)
it was held on last friday which my 3rd band and i performed and we were called " The jackoff project" because our Vocalist Tom loves Jacking off LOL!
overcall the Prom wasn't up to expectation and it didnt really completed it main purpose so most of the crowd went missing out from the hall and the activities and programme wasn't followed properly. but there's always a 1st time for everything including the organisers and all. But for my band and i, we've been doing this one billion trillion million times LOL an sad to say it was the worst one ever and its alright cause we didnt really expect much for a small start (:
heading to our next prom performance wil be at the JW. mariott hotel in KL which ive performed for 3 times and it was an awesomely awesome prom (:
and im looking forward to it end of this year.

Everyone's seem to be baccckkkk! (:
well, i came to realise that most of my friends are back from where they're studying so im superly excited bout hanging out and all XD

May the King of Pop R.I.P, Michael Joseph Jackson.

It’s a sad day in the world. Michael Jackson has passed away at the age of 50.

We’ve just learned Michael Jackson has died. He was 50.

Michael suffered a cardiac arrest earlier this afternoon at his Holmby Hills home and paramedics were unable to revive him. We’re told when paramedics arrived Jackson had no pulse and they never got a pulse back.

A source tells us Jackson was dead when paramedics arrived.

Once at the hospital, the staff tried to resuscitate him but he was completely unresponsive.

We’re told one of the staff members at Jackson’s home called 911.

La Toya ran in the hospital sobbing after Jackson was pronounced dead.

Michael is survived by three children: Michael Joseph Jackson, Jr., Paris Michael Katherine Jackson and Prince “Blanket” Michael Jackson II.

R.I.P. Mr. Jackson you’ll be truly missed.

p/s, be careful with your nose dude, dont want you to be dropping em in heaven :p

Posing at work 101

Music Videooo Shoootinggggg (:
last...SATURDAy yes yes it was last saturday we had our video shootingg and will be releasing on the 28th of this month for our Youth Sundae (:

BLING BLING NIGHT @ BARROOOOOMMM
it was on the....i dont know when but everyone came back from every parts of the world to celebrate bling bling night party (:
everyone has their own nick name and mine was....im the devil and i know im hot! HAHA!
the others were......i forgot =p

Devaly ashlee emily

MOre pictures are in my thumb drive (:
they're one billion pictures so I just randomly pick a few and post XD

1st of June....it was my BIRTHDAYYY!!
ahem ahem *clears throat*
Happy happy birthday to mee!!!!

representing malaysia yoooo

getting at tatooooo pinoy style (:

at the tv studio day 2(sleepppppppyy)

conference night

our chef for the BBQ night (:

at the television studio where we went live (1st day)

The place where you throw cups,plates and even TEEVEE at the wall stated "ex-wife" "teachers" "parents" bla bla whoever u can think of and throw at the wall to release ur anger after eating, HAhA AWESOME!

our 1st makan place at "Esdaan"

Our Home sweet Home in philipines XD

keepin in touch...well im back!!! after a month, gosh SOOO long .
alrightey, first of all...i would like to really really apologizeee for not blogging for one billion years and to start it up..PHILIPINES TOUR!!! (:

will be updating SOOOONNN..reall rrealll SOOOONNNN (:
hangg onnnnnn pepol XD

Phillipines here I come!!!! (:

will be away for 10 days, be back with pickatures well...hopefully cause some people are toooooo stingy to lend me their camera, its only a camera dumbie! better be missing meee XD

he still can pose with his leg...*THUMBS UP*

His SHUFFLE gang signed his leg LOL!

Brotherly Brother...
My brother....is a very....clumsy person XD
*According to mom* He went to school and the school hall was packed and filled with people and there he was SHUFFLING with his friends in the hall trying to show his machoness or perhaps his "sexyness" to the chicks at school and somebody accidentely pushed him to the door and he fell and broke his legs. After hearing this i laughed my buttt off to the core i laughed non stop.
Pity me cause normally he'll help me to get my things and all but now....i got to get it on my own oh man the torture wwithout an assistant =p

Friend.....my A*$
yeah yeah call your self a "FRIEND" ohhh, when you're down and emo and wwhat so ever..."deva deva im emooo how la howw??"
and when its my turn to be all cranky....."chill lah brooo chilll, oh yeah i gtg lah got something to do weyy busy laa busy". and it happened like...a few times . ahh screw people like that .

and i like what Xian said,
"Party like a rockstar, look like a moviestar, fcuk like a pornstar" nyehehe! (:

is super #$%^& pist off!!!
nobody in the family's helping, im here still waiting for my scholarshit and its been quite a while since ive applied and i doubt i can get em and which mom wont help their kid to persue their studies further....well mine doesn't careless. Every $%^& thing ive got to do by my own self well here am i busy supporting my own life with NO ONE (mom) is helping to at least look for a scholarshit for my studies. arghh!!! want me to be out from the house so badly, but did nothing to keep me away with something behind like my studies. heck no, im not gonna do music fulltime! loook at the industry now...arghhh. and everything is too late to apply now i think ive got to wait until next year and by that time ill be like the stoopid one left behind while the others have finished their foundation or what so ever degreee.

PISTTT PISTTT PISSTTT PISSSTT PISSSTTT OFFFF!!!!!

YOU LIAR!!!!

If i were to follow my heart....words couldn't tell what would i do to you if i were to see your stoopid face. arghh!!

Just got this feeling that i don't like err err...stubborn people LOL! well who does?! =p
taking a week break off work, gonna get much more rest and to settle the upcoming performance which will be at The Regency Tower Hotel, Ipoh. its an open prom night event from aged...for the schooling people (:
My band wont be playin but ill be pulling musicians from other band and we'll form from scratch a new one just for the prom, HARDWORKK . gahss.

Ipoh....gahss its been dead for ages eversince i moved here,
year after year they'll be people leaving, and what bout me?! im here all alone in this ugly dead butthead town where most people are...sakais HAHA! not ALL but some i know they'll be like some jakuns from lala land who cant accept new things and how people are. Especially those people younger than me and the people from my badge. They just cant get em selves some lives. what a pity, oh wells cant blame em, they're born to be donkeys.

Mom as usual being all PMSy, nag nag .
Dad's away for...2 weeks?! woooooO!!! AMEN AMEN!
Brother.....being annoyingly annoying.
sister..........

neighbours.....being all quiet as always =p

Gigs and performances keep coming and ive barely got the time to practise, lacking of precious sleep as always, i think ive said this one billion times HAHA.
and im getting blacker by the day working under the hawt sun, with the stoopid undecisive weather, rain...stop....sunnie....rains heavily...stop...sun comes out and then it rains again.....ahh what the crap its giving me headaches .

Jimi HendriXXxxxx

a few weeks later...... (:

i looked awful i just had to spray my face HAAHAH!

Xian n devo

cheehoe,manda,xian

Updateeee!!!
ahem....as usual this month's been a busy month gosh i dont know what the gee ive been updating about LOL! always been wating to update bout his the innner me and all not bout how happening life is all bout LOL! ahh wthee lah ill just update on the Kampar party i went XD

Kampar...
well its known for its boringness and lifelessness LOL!
and for the 1st time in Kampar there's a CLub event party thing on last last....some thursday ago lah. It was a private party, organised by Ash and Emi since Kampar has no life its time for the people to bring up some life over there XD
got to meet up with my old buddies and party with em nyehehe, had an awesome night tho stayed at Ven's place and we party till mornin and did wtv nonsence when people are sleeping like......*private n con*... =PP

i think after the next sneeze my nose is going to fly out from the hse and break some car window arghhh im having major MAJOOORR fluuuuu. tough time sleeping,walking,eating,internet-ing, whatever-ing. LOL my eyes aree waterie,and every bloody second i keep sneezing like AHHH CHHOOOOH!!!!!!!

Will be updating again soon with more pictures from Jo and the others and neww stuffss hehee, till then....fudge you hypocrites and fakers (:

again....

JO and I (:

i was dancing with em (:

karl and i!! omgeee i as moving by the beat till the camera cant show my sexyness well too sexy is what they say =p=p

dj gold fish and dat woman LOL! okay laa i forgot her name =p

one of the malaysian rapster, and its a SHE lol.

the models

the dancer for the night, he danced while the models were posing on the runway (:

The party beginss.....*up up upppp*

Models from REDKEN were rehersing on the stage...speaking bout models...they;re #$%^& hawttt except for the guys they're gay! hahaha

LIFE ASSS IT ISSSS machaaa =p

well ive been busy with aiyaaa straight to the point lah alright XD

Street partyyy!! *everyone kept quiet*LOL!

There was a street party going on in conjunction of the Champion's League CUp organised by Heineken so it was held in Ipoh as the 1st roadshow, they're 4 roadshow which is in Miri,Jay bEE,kay elle and Ipoh (:

ill post the flyers better rather than me typing wasting my finger;s energy LOL!!!

*taadaaaaa* well if ure blind as i am just click on the picture to zoooooMMM in yea XD

anyhow, i was at the street party, not to partay but i was the waiter (: well...i kinda partay in a way HAah i did danced and well i was captured on screen by some camera man without realising and a few pictures were taken and it better be sexy kays people who took my pictures =p
ot was really an awesome experience despite working my ass off for 2 days the day before the party and on that very day itself. exhausted like crazy, worked for more than 10 hours perday just leads me into crankyness but hey, its worth the experience, carrying tobbles i mean bottles of beers and ices and even setting up the bar.they were 3 bars outside (:
Justin, the Manager of the Sincero Riverbank Club called me to help him out at first to get some people to help him out on THEE day. i called Eugene,and Jean along together with my other 5 poyo member LOL emo freaks (: all in all it was great, tho some b*tch was getting on my nerve at that night she was high and sne was demanding like a B*tch LOL! almost told her off lucky i was working or not she'll be crying under her mom's skirt. moving on, Justin is an ass HAHAAH! dude u better read this =p=p he's the coolest boss ever, but in pay wise, he suck real bad =p
so nuff said, let the pichas do the talking ...LOOOKKK UPPPPP (:

Ill update soon i pwwooomissee!! really reallyy...gimme few days pleaseeee pleaseee =(((

sorry for the very very verrrrieee delayed updates been really busy this whole month sighh.

WUUHHH! its been a freaking while since ive typed (:

ahh nothing much been happening lately just that ive been recording with my other malay band "Penyeri Malam" haha lol the name sounds gay but yeahh we play hardcore emo rockish? LOL. i dont really know how to label ourselves but Crossroads is doing freaking awesome, we performed with Sam one of the song is in my blog the one after Coldplay (:

I guess Crossroads might take a break for a while until the Philipines tour, been saving up like mad as well as working my ass off to save the flight $$$ =p

Well, i havent been hanging out much as i did sighh what a life, work/teaach/perform/recording/sleep/eat/travel. havent been getting much sleep lately and im being PMS-ing and cranky most of the time and i tend to make stoopid ass joke HAHA!

im lacking of clothes and wtv dress LOL im so gonna go shopping after i get my salary XD

Situation at home is giving me.....dont know how to put it in words but its killing me, silent war between me and my dad has alreay reached its bloody limits . havent been talking to him for 4 years already and everytime grudge is holding back whenever he's around trying to tahan him. gosh, what devil is in the house HAhA.

oh wells, SU XIAN is baaccckkkk lol.

she introduced me o this new drama series called "Skins" and its addictive, been watching the whole season 1 and finishing season 2 in....13 days! HAHA gosh addictt addicttteed XD

Missing all of em ):

Had our G-talk for hours LOL. and she;s becoming a mom! (:

Got forced to smilee :S

HAHAHA wthee! Alex saved this when he told me that our school principle had to repaint the basketball court cause of our vandalism painting and writing our names all around the court, and principle wanted to call our parents but but butt.....till today the freaking grafiti's still there BUAHAHAHA!

A night with full of....sakainesss nyehehe (:

the night when all the big all stars performed, (picture by Adi *ROTTW*)

WwWwWwill be posting more pictures when my streamyXXX line's not being a boasstard (:

For now...its Sunburst'09 baby!!! as usual Crossroads rocked the freaking opening show =p

And it was early bird so not many people showed up around 4-5 thousand? LOL and for Sunburst its super little and the night it reached....8-9 thousand? probably 10! or more (:

Got interviewed by Hitz and fly, pictures taken for ROTTW and Juice mag and Xpac's scrap book. Hannah tan posed with us cause she sang for one of our song XD *bangga banggaS*

I freaking threw my new drumsticks to the crowd by accident and its like 45 bucks okayss, LOL local musicians are broke =( freaking Travis Barker signature series, whoever had their hands on it, better take good freaking care of it (:

and yes yes...Korn was there as well, hung out with em at Bently music before the night they performed (: and freaking ass, i felt like a star for once HAHAH!

The no words can explain and describe how incredible these people are.

REALLY (:

The BBQ niteee .

Cleaning the kayaks. Lu Vin did all the work actually LOL! btw, he owns 2 big clubs in Melaka and he's a singer and he's supporting one of our local band (: oh ya, he works in a bank too. HAHA rich mother fow.and and he loves tatoos and cigar.

Kayaking was an awesome experience (:

Wisdom and i, he;s the funniest guy on earth he named me Devo after some football player from...England which i think its some cock story HAHA he said Devo's a good played and all LOL! we're at the campsite after 3 hours of jungle treking (:

OutwarDBound ---- To serve, to strive and not to yield...Deva----To eat, to sleep and not to be ugly XD

My groupie was looking at some hawt.....bird? LOL

The other group, playin the acid pool .

OMGEE!! its been a freaking while eyy. ahahah
im so so darn sorry dear readers =(
ive been busy with camps,performances,recordings,hanging out,work,CHICKS lol (jk)


Around 3 weeks ago, i went for this camp in Outward BOund SChool organised by RYLA (Rotary....something something) darn i forgot lah okay HAHA.
As you all know Outbound's a camp training school, trains Pilots from Singapore,armies from Msia and Singapore and other defence cadet like the "tentera laut,udara,darat,angkasa diraja msia" (:
83 participants attended thos coarse from all over the world well some parts of the world =p
Msia,Taiwan,Nigeria,Vietnam and Pakistan.

The purpose of this camp is to train "we" the society to be leaders. LOL at first i thought its some cock and bull camp which 99.9999% of the participants will be guys and gays and geeks and nerds but when i reached....omgeee! started scanning around and all, and founded a few chicks LOL! and yes, the camp was no sissy ass camp. the people there are fun and friendly to be with, ahhh very very nice people. freakiing took back my worrds when i said gay and geek and all LOL.
till today i freaking miss camp =/ its like the best camp ever (:
learnt to stand out in the crowd, to be the out standing one, to be different than others and those kinda things, well enough of the formal stuff....
that 1 week was awesome! went kayaking,camping by the night in the freaking jungle, not to forget jungle trekking, which we got to use our compasss and pitch our tents by ourselves not to forget, we cooked on our own too (:
everyone was setted to their watches (group) gosh i dont know but i freaking thank God for my group members, my group was the most outstanding one, we ruled every game and task given, and at the end of the day, most of our group won most of the titles form camp, best male && female camper.....best something something...and a few more =p
and OBS, its by the beach and i missed the beach like wulala, everyday ill be by the beach enjoying the breeze and all. wished i could type more but the heck, you guys will be bored reading HAHAAH! asses XD

When the phone rrings, KRRINNGGG KRRINGGG,

i pick up the phone and say, "yellow, blue is this?? white do you want, you dont purplely call me! you make me angry i will not call you black".

LOL! these are some script i curi from "Love Matters" (:

the awesome usage of colours lah wey!

Watched this movie with my KL friends who came back like well as usual on every Chinese show i was the only black nigga butt watching haha and of course they;re a few malays HAHA awesome! talk about perpaduan =p=p

laughed our asses off when we watched, thanks to the subtitles =p=p

Lucky day...

Work was hmmm suprisingly fun LOL well its fun everyday but today;s a lil funner cause lunch was seedappp laaaa, normally its sedap but then...today's was more sedap-er XD

chiCken curry , it was the bomb! and while i was at my station by the pool look seeing people swimming, suddenly there;s this two *ang mo* a.k.a mat salleh a.k.a white chicks came over and being all friendly and took pictures with me HAHA!! im feeling the love baby . they were wearing only 2 piece like biKini! omggsss, then they asked for my number and all AHHA i was like zero one sixxx.....something something ************

and then again, same thing happened but this time chicks from penang cam to me and all. gosh what a day AHAH to top it of, my supervisor sent me back like wthhh darn goooood wey, my house dah lah 100000000KKKM far away from Lost World lol. and then i went to Imax and i got 3 hours free! (: and i got someVIP coupons where i can online everyday 1 hour FREE. buahaha!

Apple's farewell pool party (:

AWEEESOOMEEEest partie.

Back for the moment (:

Been thinkin for quite sometime now, been in the emo mode for the past few days .

My family's situation is still the same haven't been talking to my dad for like almost 4 years??

and now im freaking 18 i might just leave the house for studies sometime this year maybe next year and before i leave i thought of doing something to my dad at least talk to him and all so yeaaaa. another thing is that bout my further studies where the GEE im gonna continue studying LOL plan A has failed all in a sudden i think God's been blessing me with new record deals and interviews and more and more performances and shooting.

Just got back from KL on Monday had an acoustic gig at HardRoCK caFe and the next big thing is at Ipoh itself at the St.John headquarters, in conjunction of the Palestine and Gaza thingy LOL! something about world Peace. its this saturday 28th.Feb.2009 add fees are Rm18 time, 11am - late night.

Well, work does continue as usual which is lifeguarding (:

and during the night will be teaching music or i'll be writing songs and wasting time on the net LOL.

Been partying and hanging out most of the time on the weekends and also getting sick due to the lack of sleep =(

skipped work today don;t feel so so good sighh sad sad.

AHHH!! im SOoooOOOooo lazZZzzZZzzzy to update HAHA .

BUSY BUSSSSSSIEE. will updayyte ASAP. i pwoomise (:

at the mean time...MISS ME nyaahahaha XD